Profilectlx.Carlene Tan Li Xuan 11th July 1988. Currently 23+. Studied in St. Anthony's Canossian Primary and Secondary School, SRJC (first 3 months), TPJC, NUS FASS (econs). loves family, friends, chocs, western desserts, yellow, etc etc.
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Wednesday, July 29, 2009Yesterday was one of the most memorable days in my life thus far.I had a day of fun and a night of three firsts! In the morning, it was fun in the sun at Sentosa where there were a few pretty fun games and a mass dunking session which I did not manage to escape. haha... So, I was dunked. Had lunch and headed back to hall to wash up. Left for Ginza as a block at around 5.30pm. Had early dinner and went supermarketing! =) Here comes my first firsts: my FIRST LATE NIGHT MOVIE!!! Later that night, around 9pm, Andy suddenly asked me and rach whether we wanted to watch midnight movie!!! So cool right! But the movie wasn't cool at all. =Z He wanted to watch Murderer, acted by Aaron Kok. Rachel decided she was up for it so we just decided to tag along in the end. Well, the movie was erm, pretty sick. And the story line which was initially very exciting soon became -.-", but still scary. Anyhow, if you all want to watch a movie, don't catch Murderer, not exactly worth scaring yourself to find out a lame ending. Haha... My second firsts: FIRST TIME EATING SUPPER AT GEYLANG!!! The movie was definitely NOT worth $8, BUT, we headed to Geylang for tou huay after that and it was OK, but the company was great. =) My third firsts: FIRST TIME AT MARINA BARRAGE!!! So, after that, Andy decided to drive us to view marina barrage. That place was really nice!!! But the distance in, was a killer. It was a never-ending road in really. So this ends my day of three firsts. Reached back to hall only aorund 5a.m. Haha.... Really happy I went out with them in the end. =) Whee!! Wednesday, July 15, 2009Just took a colour quiz and ta-da!You are blue! You are a deep, sensitive dreamer. You are usually laid back and calm, though, like an ocean, you can kick up a good storm, too! You are probably a daydreamer, who has his/her head in the clouds. You love spending time with your friends, and probably just go with whatever they want to do (you're a go with the flow type of person, just like water!). You are emotionally inclined - unlike reds, who feel passionately and intensely, you feel things deeply and strongly. You are extremely loyal, and your friends can always count on you to be there for them. Blues are almost always very intelligent, and they strive for perfection in many areas. You may tend to beat yourself up for your imperfections. Other people admire you and strive to be like you, but you probably have a hard time understanding why. You can be light and fun at times, and other times deep and introverted. It just depends on your mood. Sometimes you throw people off with your random changes in disposition, but your friends love you anyways. You can be a very wise, intellectual person, but you have to pull yourself up out of your own thoughts first! You, in a nutshell: Deep, emotional, wise, loyal, slightly moody, feeling, sensitive, supportive, intelligent. BLUE! I somehow find it quite true!! Especially the deep and introverted part. Maybe not deep but defnitely introverted. Oh, just to officially annouce, I DID take up the internship. It's been 8 weeks! hahaha.... The people taking this internship with my are way fun loving and friendly. Totally LOVE spending time with them. It's 8 more days to the last day of internship. Just celebrated my birthday last Sat. I really hope everyone enjoyed the food and company. I finally had a taste of what hosting crowds from different backgrounds means. It really wasn't easy, and I felt really bad not being able to spend enough time with each of them. And it wasn't very good not having stuff for them to do. =Z Felt especially bad to my last group of friends who came because there wasn't much food left and I think, the worst error I made during my party and probably the worst in the past 4 years of my life was not recognizing KR for his help during my impromptu speech. That was fatal. Sigh. He really made me think a lot that night. Made me think about where I really want this relationship to go and how much he truly means to me. Felt like a dagger pierced right through my heart when he said "that just shows how much I mean to you". That really set me thinking. How could I have forgotten about someone so important? For over 3 years, this guy has been here by me. There were quarrels, there were unhappiness, but this first relationship made me learn a lot, whether I've noticed it or not. I think I've grown? Not sure about him though. I hope this relationship with me has made him grow to be a more wholesome, better person. Not that he wasn't already good before but I just hope this relationship has helped him in a positive way. He asked me about the letter he wrote to me some time ago. Somhow, I couldn't recall anymore. I really don't know where I placed it (like I always misplace and forget where I place things) and I only have a vague remembrance of what was in the letter. I do remember a letter but I'm not sure if its the same letter he's talking about. There was once he wrote me a letter and returned me a gift I gave him when we first got together. It was many flat heart shaped candles combined to form a big heart shaped candle. Told him I was giving my heart to him. Then he returned me and told me that when I have seriously thought it over about where we were going, I could return him if I believe we could go further, and otherwise, he'll know what it means. Totally forgot about that for the past 2 months or so. Well, I haven't really had enough time to think it through, although I think I have spent a fair amount of time thinking about things. However, I couldn't come up with any conclusion. I'm still that fickle minded freak I was long ago. Think that hasn't changed a bit. Haha. I learnt a new way of looking at things that day from a friend. I asked him how do you know if the other party was the one for you, and he replied me with a question. "Are you the one?" That shocked me for awhile. I've always been asking if he was suitable for me, whether he was what I wanted, always revolved around my selfish thoughts. Now, time to reverse and think if I'm really THE ONE for him. He is a really nice guy and he definitely deserves better. And if I want to keep him, I shall have to be better. Umpf. Thus... I shall have to think further if I'm capable to reaching his standard. =( Meanwhile, everyone please don't emo and smile and take care!!! *HUGZ* Sunday, July 05, 2009My wishlist! =)1) Lots of LOVE. HAHAHAHA 2) Havainasse slippers - the slim cut type... (however you spell it) 3) Bag (as suggested by Sharon) hahaha... 4) Tankini? 5) some body scrub from body shop or something 6) a very supportive sports bra. HAHA... 7) I'll think of more... By the way, Kang Rong already got me a watch so ya.. =) I really hope you all don't spend too much k, didn't invite you all to buy presents for me but more to catch up and make you all EAT. HAHAHA |